... and I still have not seen nor heard from you. It has been years, and I still cannot forget you. I told you a few years back to fly away and be free. But still you occupy space in my head and heart.
Just last week another person's birthday passed. And while I had specifically asked them to make time for coffee, that didn't happen. I may bother to mail their birthday card or not; I'm undecided on that just yet.
So we get to the point.... why do I insist on holding on to relationships that are not fulfilling? What is it about me that feels like these are the friends that I deserve? Whatever...
I hope that you are healthy and happy. I hope that you find yourself surrounded by people that like you as much as I did...and more importantly that you let them be part of your life. You deserve to be loved.